“Betrayal is the willful slaughter of hope”
I’m sure some of you have noticed that I haven’t posted in quite some time.
I have no excuses, no reasoning good enough to justify my lack of perseverance. It simply boils down to one word. Life.
Life steps in the way and sometimes no matter how well intentioned our thoughts are, they just don’t happen.
I come before you now as a friend that’s down on her knees, and can’t take anymore metaphorically speaking.
I won’t be writing here for a while.
I won’t be writing anywhere.
Maybe you’re disappointed, maybe you couldn’t give a care less, or maybe you’re thrilled there won’t be any more of my incessant rambling for a while.
Either way, I wanted you to know.
For those of you that have read my writing, my rants, my poetry, and stories, each of you have seen a sliver of my heart. Just know that.
Thank you sincerely.
Take care of yourselves, and your hearts.
Willow Raine
Posted on December 17th, 2009 at 4:38 pm
And I won’t let your blog dies there, as i won’t let you drown there.
Will it be agonizing, i’ll keep it alive for a while, long enough for you to stand up again and start writing again.
I already told you, and i’ll keep shouting ,as LOUD as I can, until my vocal chords finally break done, I’ll keep sharing , cutting shards of my heart to pour in yours, and give you back hope.
“I gave Hope to the Human kind. I don’t have any hope left for me”.
If that is how it sohuld be, then i’ll give you every ounce of hope I still have.
Even Spencer said it in the text called Dear Wohever . Ican hear his voice, He ’s being pissed at you Sweetie. He says , it is EXACTLY the time to grab your pencil and dive into the inspiration. Don’t tssk or shake your head at me, I swear, it is his words… ^_^
As long as there will be air coming through my lungs, as long as my fingers will move enough for me to write, i’ll fight not with a lasso or a stick of dynamite, but with the sharp edge of my mind, of my broken soul, and shatered heart, twisted in the letters of those few words…
For you
Because even if I’m a nobody,
I do
Care.